Happy birthday babe. I miss you so much , I hope whatever you are you can see my baby daughter , I'm sure you visit her though, sometimes I just have a feeling that your about , then she starts laughing and waving to the air , I hope in my heart it is you , I hope she tells me she shes you when she can talk properly , You would love her Alan, she is amazing , I am so blessed , i tell her all about you, and I always will , love you xxxxxx